I grew up thin. I was always called skeleton or Olive. Because of that, I grew up always insecure about how I look. I hated myself.
When I got married, I was still insecure and felt that I will never feel beautiful in my life. Since I became a mom, I felt that being beautiful would be more harder to achieve with a lot of things to take care.
My daughter, Micah Izabel, and my son, Johann David, grew up with asthma. They were admitted to the hospital a few times due to massive asthma attack. There was a situation that both of them were hospitalized at the same time. It was hard for me seeing my children suffer relentlessly but I know it was harder for them because they were having difficult time breathing.
Late November of this year, I have been suffering from a very excruciating left knee and upper back pain. I don’t really know what causes these aching bones and muscles. My mom said it might be arthritis or rheumatism. My dad says it might be calcium deficiency. My son calls it “stress.” Whatever it is, it really hurts most of the time. It made me think of a spine surgery Mexico type of operation.
I wanted to update my blog daily but unfortunately, my busy schedule has made even busier because of the arrival of my father last Sunday. He spent Christmas with us. And with that, I have to take him to places and spend time with him together with the kids and mom. He will be leaving for Manila next week.
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