Though I am still getting a few tasks, it’s not the same as before when I still had a 4. So, a little worry has started to creep-in on me. Aside from not hearing anything from the blog auditors, the PR drop down and the “already” rare assignments have made me bite off my nails away! Every time I hear my Outlook Program sound a notification of a newly arrived mail, I felt that I am about to have a heart attack. The fear of losing another income opportunity really scares me.
Well, I still have a small number of aces up my sleeves but the scarcity of opportunities made it more difficult to survive as a stay at home mommy with these few. The freeform company and the white giver are those that I rely the most. So if I lost one of these two, I might be having a hard time coping up with my credit card debts and daily expenses. Actually, it already started when my PR drop down to 2.
Anyway, I am hoping that a rainbow would show up in the next few days and not another storm. I have too much already in my marriage. ^_^ Oh well, I am really hoping to see the lighter side of life just to make it more balanced before I lose what’s left of my sanity. But to be honest, I was really glad that I stroked while the iron was hot. How I wished it stayed hot forever. LOL!!!