Monday Morning Fight

This was actually a long rant but I decided not to publish it. I have chosen a song already…I will be singing Bryan McKnight’s One Last Cry.
When I get hold of money in any legal way possible, I will be out of here together with my kids. I have enough. I will hold-on to the remaining dignity and self-worth that I have. I will journey myself to real FREEDOM!!

I will be coming home soon…broken but with enough to make life worth living for – my children!!!

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  1. ann says:

    hi mommy..! 🙂

    u okay? i do think one last cry is good for you.. i think..

    hope everything goes well..

  2. Jo Ann says:

    hi mommy ruby… i pray that things will also turn out well. be strong. will be praying for you.

  3. Jennie says:

    Oh Ruby, this is overwhelming. I’m sorry you’re going thru such heartaches. May the Lord just comfort your aching soul and give you wisdom in the steps you need to do.

    Thanks for inviting me over to the fest despite your preoccupation on these matters. I appreciate your every single visit. Be assured that I visit back every time and whisper a prayer even as I browse thru ur items. I will be here, praying. Feel free to email me for anything. God bless you sis. He counts every tear that comes out of your eyes. Take care.

  4. charm says:

    hi mommy ruby…

    I wish good luck…hope everything will be ok…you are still lucky because you have a home you can go back…I think we have the same situation but the different is you have a home you can run to…that’s why cheer up…you still have your family…

  5. Paula says:

    My heart really goes out to you, I can imagine the hurt and pain you are feeling. The only consoling words that I can say is for sure the future will be happy and bright for you and your children and although we only know each other through our blogs, I want you to know that there are people here that you have touched and are cheering you on.

  6. Mummy Sheng says:

    whatever you decide to do, i want you to know that as a dear friend, i support you all the way! my prayers are with you and your kids. if you think things are better that way, to keep the kids from further heartache, then go ahead and do it. i know for sure, god will never forsake you and will always be there to guide you.

    be strong, i know you are. you’ll be embarking on a harder road, but there’s always sunshine after the rain. I know you’ll come out a stronger woman and a lot better mother!

    good luck my dear! you’ll be in my thoughts and prayers!

    god bless!

  7. desperateblogger says:

    i am truly sorry that you are going through a rough patch. i have been there and believe me when I say it was hard but gradually the pain will lessen and you will be able to go on with your life. the important thing is make your children feel that they are loved and that they are not to blame.

    one thing with hurts and problems… they eventually go away.

    Ruby, may the Lord continue to bless you and fill you with his wisdom, provide you with strength, and liberate you from financial worries. Amen!

    hang on friend. and life goes on…

  8. aeirin says:

    Mommy, be strong.. Everything will be ok… Take care

  9. faeryrowan says:

    “For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future” This verse from Jeremiah has brought me through tough times in my life. Nobody ever said life would be a bed of roses, it’s up to you to remain strong amidst the thorns. For whatever it’s worth, we (I, for one) will be here for you. You’re an amazing mother, Mommy Ruby, and I’m sure you can get through all of these. =)

  10. Pinay WAHM says:


    One of those days na naman ha? I’ve been reading and following your journey on this. I know how hard you really tried to make it work. Unfortunately, everything has to come to an end. I personally think na your decision to leave [for now] may be the best thing you can do…for you and the kids. I don’t know your husband so I won’t judge him but from what you’ve shared with us here, it seems he’s not at his best right now.

    Sabi nila sometimes daw you won’t be able to see what’s happening in the circle kasi asa circle ka. You have to get out of the circle for you to see kung ano ba talaga ang nangyayari.

    This might be the best decision you will ever make. Who knows, right? Only God knows. Just stay strong…

    We’re here.

    Mommy J

  11. {girl}forallstatus says:

    hi mommy ruby, hope everything turns out well for you and your kids. I’ve been there and I know it’s not easy. But you have to be strong for your kids. They are all that matter now. I’ll be praying for you. Hope you are really ok.

  12. Tony says:

    Hang in there and best of luck.

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