Thoughts from the Heart *

I have been very silent for the past few days. Not that I have any physical problems but I have issues of the heart. As usual, it’s no longer new to know that my hubby and I are still not getting along. Sometimes, as days passes by, I can feel that life and the excitement of living it is slowly draining away from me. I felt that I have lost hope of being happy and peaceful in my lifetime. It is just so sad for me to realize that there are things even how simple, a person is sometimes destined not to experience any of it.

Sometimes, as I sat in front of the office furniture that I bought last year, I find myself tinkering all of our stuffs. I am not looking for anything in particular; I am just somehow lost in time. Trying to look for something but I don’t know what. Maybe I am just trying to look for the tangible manifestation of LOVE but somehow, I have been looking for it at the wrong places or from the wrong person perhaps?

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  1. chop!

  2. Hi Ruby! YAY me first fc fc fc! πŸ™‚

  3. Ruby, me too have been feeling a little depressed argh!!! If u read my post last two days, u will see that GP has been crying to huhuhuhu! Hang in there Ruby, things always have a way of working out, if u believe in yourself and don give up! HUGS! πŸ™‚

  4. MommyElvz says:

    Mommy Rubs, be strong.. remember your feelings and emotions can affect your baby inside you so cheer up!

    GOd is always there and loves you so much and we your friends are here for you πŸ™‚

  5. admin says:

    Congrats GP!! I am really excited with our new club.

    Yeah, I am full of emotions right now. πŸ˜₯

  6. @Genie and Mommy Gen. Do I agree with you gals. We are rgt behind Ruby with all the emotional support. Just take it easy as the child inside you should be your priority now. take it easy.


  7. BURAOT says:

    it’s always hard when a marriage or a relatiosnhip is on the brink of collapse.

    mahirap isipin na after all those years planning and building a family will just put to waste. equally harder if the reason for staying is no loner there.

    time is all we need i guess.

  8. Mommy J says:

    Hi Mommy…

    There you are. I’ve been wondering kung asan ka na kasi walang update here.

    Anyway, sending you some happy thoughts….

    Mommy J

  9. gengen says:

    Mommy take it easy life is really hard sometimes but we must remember there is sunshine after the rain. Me gani worried about this economy kay hubby no job then wa mi kabayad sa amo bills this month wahhhhhhhhhhh….

  10. Bruce says:

    I am an American Expat living in Davao City. I am married to a beautiful and caring Filipina. We knew each other for about 4 years before I arrived here and had been together 3 times before the move.
    I have known a marriage takes work and is not all flowers and hearts, it takes work. For me, I get stressed and upset often living in a foreign country with a foreign language. Plus with all the differences in culture it makes it even more difficult. I have 3 nieces who are in early 20’s in nursing school who live with us. Except to answer a question, or to ask me something, I get no conversation from them. When my wife and I are out, she will talk in Bisaya to others instead of using english to keep me involved.
    We get into arguments andf I ask her to think in reverse to understand how I feel.
    I am an honorable man, do not cheat and willing to put all my energies into keeping my marriage together. But at times I think is it all worth it. For now I think so.
    Looking at your photo I see you are young and very beautiful.
    I know cheating is very common here in the Philippines and men are in that “Macho” mentality.
    IF it is only you both grew apart, I suggest sitting and talking to him or maybe go to marriage counseling with a professional or a religious leader.
    I will pray for you.

  11. abelle | Only in Silence says:

    Hope this will cheer you up ;o)

  12. Ruby! I came back to send u some special magical sprinkle for luck and love, may you be smiling again soon! Love and hugs! πŸ™‚

  13. johnray says:

    Ma’am Rubz…hope is well wife and I usually quarrel but we make ways to mend our mistakes…our marriage is valuable… By the way Ma’am Rubz, My blog is already in its own domain..hope you could update your’s your baby?

  14. cheryl says:

    Innovation and creativity are clearly the by-products of the work environment you place yourself in each day.

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