I saw the pictures of my husband’s kid from the other woman at friendster.com. I can’t help but remember all the painful memory I had. I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do. The pain really hurts and my heart is bleeding.
Why am I in such pain? Why do I love somebody who doesn’t love me back? You may say…”no, he loves you.” But please, spare these words. He already told me that he doesn’t love me anymore. He tried but he can’t. He said that’s the reason why he couldn’t feel if I am already hurt. He thought I deserve this.
One thing I can only say, it’s better to be physically slapped on the face than be slapped by words that the person you expect to love you doesn’t really love you at all.