Lately I have been wondering what will my life be this year 2008. I was happy when I finally rendered my resignation to become a SAHM – stay at home mom – but now I am confused when my hubby told me that their geothermal plant is closing down for rehabilitation. Thus, making him out of work!!
So, I was thinking…what does the year 2008 have in stored for me? I am in the verge of losing focus.
Remembering last 2006, my two children were hospitalized and I had many problems at work. And on 2007, I was hospitalized because my baby died in my womb. So during New Years Eve, I was thinking what kind of challenge God will allow in my life this year…and just lately, as early as January 2008 – it finally struck like lightning!!
So is the saying…when it rains, it pours. When a challenge is given, all will be given almost at the same time.
What makes me sadder is the fact that my husband and I haven’t talked that much lately about our situation. I have no I idea how grave the situation will financially affect us – in what level or how deep?? I am not used to being “blank.” I always think a lot and try to be a rational person as possible. I want to think of ways and alternative of what we shall do.
Anyway, I am hopeful. God had allowed this, so I am sure He wouldn’t leave us in the middle of this situation. All we need is His guidance and wisdom on how to resolve all this things!