I am really thankful to all my loving blogger friends who commented on my post “My Life as of Today.” It was very heartwarming to receive 31 comments of prayers, concerns, and advices. I may have not posted so much nor grab some opps but I was resting my mind and my body. I was reading all of your comments over and over again just to come up with a decision that I might not regret later. Aside from that, I was also pondering all the thoughts inside my mind, my heart and my beliefs. I needed to decide and I needed to be careful.By God’s grace, my heart and my mind came up with a decision. Yes! I am still leaving Bacolod on June 3, 2008. We have our tickets now and it’s no turning back. I am leaving not to be separated with my husband in a marital way but just to take time to rest from all the pains and time for my hubby to recuperate from his weaknesses. I don’t deny the fact that sometimes I may be stupid for always giving him a chance but I still do love him. I love my kids and I love my husband. But, I think I also needed to love myself. I hoped that in this way, God will intervene with our lives individually and enlighten our minds with life and what love really is.
This decision may be hard for us but the “space” might help us stand once more and face more challenges in our marriage life, not only that, but being with my parents will also help us in our finances.
To all who commented and prayed for my strength, I thank you. This entry is a post of gratitude to all that showed great concern in my darkest hour. May God bless you with the desires of your heart in His own perfect time! Showers of blessings are upon you.
I will be leaving soon. I will be spending more time in packing up necessary things. I may be online but not that often. So again…please bear with mama bear…I will be hopping and dropping soon when I get online at Cagayan. Again…thank you and God bless!!