Some of you may think that I might be over reacting with all of these but to be honest, I am not. It’s scarring me actually. All of the things that has been happening to me right now is always a “taste of happiness.” Every good news I have, there’s a bad news that follows….
<> After a few days since I passed my resignation, my husbands company is closing down for rehabilitation
<> After, I lost my rankings and I lost the opportunity to earn online
So you see, I really wanted to earn from home. Stay with the kids and still earn…so that is why I really wanted to monetize my blog. Honestly monetize it not for fun but for paying bills!
Well, I still don’t regret resigning. I still love my children. If this is a test of my dreams to be with the kids…well, I take the challenge. God may have allowed these things to happen to make me a better and stronger person.
My blogger friend Jessie told me that I might get a rank after 3 months when google does it updates again. So, it’s only time that I should wait. Another friend also told me that I should not worry because my blog is popular (really??), she said she saw my blog almost everyday (product of my shamelessly advertising myself to the world!). Anyway, I couldn’t do anything with the rankings now. It will be back after 3 months to 6 months time. Maybe, I should look for alternate ways to monetize my blog until I get my rankings back.
I did have a broken heart though but God and some of my friends (some I forgot to mention or I mean too many too mention) fixed it. Thank you Lord! Thank you friends!!