So, as I journey to get a Page Rank, all I got was disappointment and frustration. The more I pursue a PR the more I lost my identity and my desire to blog. You see, I have been removing a lot of things from my blog ever since I wanted to have a PR – loved graphics, favorite links, pictures, etc. Thus conforming my blog to what we call “google-friendly.” And that is where I found the problem! I have been so overwhelmed by my desire to get a PR but I have lost my identity as a unique blogger thus making me feel so frustrated and so unsatisfied. I became a sad blogger.
Well, honestly, I will still continue to pursue PR for the sake of my children. I really wanted to stay home with the kids. BUT, I will get it a PR – someday I hope – the way I wanted my blog to look. Meaning…I am going to make my blog look the way I wanted it to be. I will put back all the things that I feel good about and all the things I love to see. I love blogging and I want to blog the way I wanted it to be. I still have opportunities though but I guess I need to be contented at them (for now!) and just blog like I wanted. Besides, blogging is very fun when many of your friends stop by to visit and leave you their opinions.
Now, blogging for me is more of a self-expression and a way of living – not for money – but for the fact that I could stay home and earn a few pesos just for my kids. And, to earn more friends around the world!!