Yes… it’s been awhile since I felt that I have lost my love for blogging and particularly posting on this blog and the other pioneer blogs of mine. I felt that blogging have become a responsibility and not because of passion anymore. For me, blogging felt like work. Though I don’t have a boss, I felt that I should boss myself around because if I don’t my family will be left hungry and needs unmet.
Now, crazy as it seems, I have been blogging but not here or any of my old blogs. I have been doing it at my other blogs whom I fondly call vanity blogs. Why vanity blogs? Because they are not earning blogs, all I do is spend money on it (domain, hosting and makeover) but not getting anything in return. If I were a business man, I would have been a total failure. LOL!!
Anyway, I don’t know what prompted me but I have decided to bring back my first love… not only blogging as in blogging alone but I decided that I should bring the passion back in posting in my old blog… particularly in this blog – Pinay Mommy Online. I felt that I owe this blog a lot and I should not neglect it and even the others… yes… I am posting but sometimes, though it is hard to admit but I have been posting without passion and sometimes they are not my thoughts… 🙁
As I recalled, I always post with passion and excitement. My posts were ranging from 150 to 1500 words and creativity was always there (based on my own standards). There were no days that I didn’t post and in some days, I posted more than once and even up to 5 times!
I want that back! I want that passion back! I want to be zealous not motivated by money but motivated by the love of blogging, my friends, my readers and my visitors… I want myself back!