Missing and Hating Someone So Much


My husband went to a business trip to Dumaguete yesterday dawn. About a a few minutes later, he texted me once. After that, I waited an update from him (if he did arrived safely or where he was) but no text came through. The evening came and I texted him twice just to ask how he was and where he was. He didn’t replied to my question but he texted and asked how we are. So, I replied and after that. No more.

After the two texts that I received from him, one at dawn and one last night, I didn’t received anymore. I don’t know where he is right now since I was only informed that he will only be there for one day. Though he also informed me that he might be doing a side trip to Cebu or Iloilo and he promised he would text wherever he might decide to go. But until now, I haven’t received any from text from him. I miss-called his phone, it was on but still no reply or what-so-ever from my texts.

Well, I can’t help but think what might be happening to him right now. It makes me miss him and hate him for not replying at the same time.

You might not understand why I felt like this. But to be honest, having been separated for two years because of third-party people, it’s really hard to bring trust back into marriage.

There is nothing much I can do about it right now…but wait and trust that everything will be alright. You might be wondering why not call him? The answer is “I can’t.” He doesn’t want to ba called upon. So, it’s better to wait…and wait…and wait.

Lifestyle Mommy Blogger and Virtual Assistant from Cagayan de Oro City, Philippines. Aside from doing product reviews and events coverage, she blogs about solo parenting, homeschooling, and things in between.

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