Every now and then, I really felt that I should give up all things together. I lost my interest in blogging and even in surfing for few days already. I am so soaked-up with my pains and hurts that it took away the things I used to love. Even how I talk to my children, I became more hot-headed when they make mistakes. Before, they wouldn’t be scared when I am angry because I only talk about spanking them but now, when I say I will spank, I do spank. Well, I know I should be disciplining them in their mistakes but sometimes I felt that it’s not me when…