In the past few days, I have noticed that my blog has been the carrier of my emotions. And every time I vent it out, I feel OK inside. So please, again, allow me to rant in my own blog.Just lately, I received an email from The Google AdSense Team. It says:
While going through our records recently, we found that your AdSense account has posed a significant risk to our AdWords advertisers. Since keeping your account in our publisher network may financially damage our advertisers in the future, we’ve decided to disable your account.
Please understand that we consider this a necessary step to protect the interests of both our advertisers and our other AdSense publishers. We realize the inconvenience this may cause you, and we thank you in advance for your understanding and cooperation.
They have disabled my account! Why? I don’t know. I have not clicked my own ads and I have not done anything to violate their TOS. They just lead me to a page that disabled accounts are caused by invalid click activities. Invalid Click Activities?? No idea!!
Anyway, a friend told me over YM that if somebody wants to sabotage my AdSense account, he or she may get me disabled by clicking my ads several times. Click fraud does not only mean that I click my own ads but somebody might be clicking it numerous times. Oh well, whoever clicked my ads that so many times, I don’t why you’re doing it but you didn’t helped me earn. You contributed to my children’s hungry stomach!! If nobody did sabotage my ads or AdSense is just up with disabling my account, can’t do anything about it. It’s there life.
Though I only earned $10 plus with it in my 8 months of existence in the blogosphere, it’s an amount well earned from good intentions and not from clicking my own ads!
OK, next…in the issues of my dying marriage. Gesh!! It’s been a month plus already since we arrive from Bacolod and we haven’t tasted any part of my husband’s salary. He hasn’t supported us. It’s also been two weeks that he hasn’t made contact with us, even just a simple text from his mobile. When I call him, his mobile phone is either out of reach or if he answers it, he is drinking with his buddies and would tell me that he will send later or tomorrow. Well, what do you know?! Tomorrow never dies! I am so much in blazing anger right now. After leaving my credit card with too many debts from his unwanted needs (he promised he will be the one to pay), I ended-up paying it with blogging income and he didn’t even send money for the kid’s needs. I really prayed for patience on this matter. I don’t want to feel hate and anger against him but when I am faced with too many credit related calls and my children’s hungry stomach, I want to explode!! Anyway, I felt like giving up already on him. This is the second time that he left us with so many debts. I love him but every time we have many issues on responsibilities, he is gone with the wind! He is a hopeless case and I need faith to go on. I need to go on for my children. I need to survive and fight for them!
Guys, I need your prayers right now. I am so down and overwhelmed by circumstances.
Thanks in advance!!